A decade prior I was left abandoned
Adrift amongst an endless wasteland
A saunas fire amidst oven coals
To breathe,
Was to accept the sacrifice-
A burden of air and smoke
Colluding ventures accosting ridgelines of throat
Days wandering the lifeless expanse
Hours, perhaps years left alone
Wandering in search of solid land
You must continue, you must
Else nature’s evenings shall pick clean flesh from bone
Never can the index measure
The scalding sweat and feverish tremors
Yet when shady passages are caught
Relaxation comes as joy-
But linger long here you must avoid
Dunes shift purpose with tempest wind
Enshrouding vision with the granules within
Tiny grains of ecru gold
Blustering a lateral discord
Ascending only to descend again
Shielding eyes you learn well
If sight be spared, that first sandstorm’s swell
Microscopic, blurry bits
Branding leathered skin
-A thousand embers float the sky
Spin & stir, a
As clocks lose their heredity
Broken springs unwinding sanity
Mounds of nature’s gristle cast
About as if each view was just your last
Mental games you speak aloud
Drafting fantasies to suit you self
Yet as a cast of powder blue
Peaks to eye from apportioned dune
You want to scream or cry,
Scream then cry and cry in scream
But confidence itself has lost its seam
Instead of race to plunge into waters cool
You hasten steps through moving tan
Believing you’re outwitting the deceivers plan
The calm surface, blue and white
Trickling waves, true or false it flashes floods
Despite the suspect mind
The euphoric bliss splashes fine
You pause at the wet
Sandy gray tidal sweat
Lids lower, orbs roll
Softly bristling, a-burst to attentive hair
And you wait,
Allowing hallucination it’s time of play
You wait,
Allowing sensation a pause to dissipate
As the fantasy blend the real
You ignore position unnerved
There’s nobody
For eternities near
All tracks have bathed
All sense of location
All pangs of direction
Awash…
To the pristine clear, rising a shallow peak
To fade into an aqueous fold of arm
You care not what shall be tomorrow
For today you’ll drink
Expunge the parching of teeth
For today you’ll dream
Unafraid of inhalation, you breathe the desert deep
Not concerned with Devils crawling
Strip down from your rags you do
Then submerse yourself into the bluest cool
Without the temple of time to keep
You’ve no clue the length immersed in peace
Yet wrinkled patterns form to palm
And decide to rest the night
And for one evening you may
Sleep under stars, clear of the fearful dreads
The rapture’s that howl when catching scent
Still astir the heat dispersed
To the crafty breeze the vast beholds
Into tent you would go soon
Just a few more hours to spend
With toes dipped into water’s bed
The cool dreams of evening have since left
Baking under hammock spine
You swiftly head to dive
That was when you saw the darkness pass
A black-grey anomaly, covets sky
Painting its shadow overhead
You try and make the image out
But the lack of heat alive in shade
Clouds thought bittersweet
Atop beach
Inches from the drink
You understand
Quite clearly now
This barren shroud
Shall collect your soul
Mind shifts to pondering
How shall it hap?
Will anima separate
Before or after eyes blind
From a stinging wet
Matriculating from head to chest
Salty to tongue and moist to touch
You dive in deep right then
And decide these tears you’ve won
Happy enough to have found
The water, sand and sun
LIKE LIKE LIKE Very emotional post. Lots of texture in this one.
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